It has been a very eventful few months, on November 23rd was the first time I posted about my husband’s affair on my blog but in reality, I had known for months. I danced around the idea of how to talk about it because even though he betrayed me, I did not want to come across nasty.
I did a 2-week update about what has been going on and nothing has really changed. There are days where I am completely fine, and there are other days where I’m so angry about the entire thing still. The days where I am angry, tend to end with depression and me not wanting to get out of bed. Most days I feel like I just exist and I am on auto-pilot.
I recognize that while this is a normal part of the grieving process of a breakup, this is not how I want to feel. During these next few weeks, I am going to focus on self-care and hopefully work through some of the remaining issues regarding our relationship.
I am exhausted and with the Holiday Gift Guide season coming to an end I have decided to take the rest of the year off from social media and blogging. While I am struggling I know I will be okay and that time really does heal.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Holiday and I hope to be back during the first week of January 2019.